My first week of work is over and I'm now the proud owner of $130.50. That's a lot. So now I'm buying dorky eighties movies [Pretty in Pink and the like] and a couple of cds I've wanted. Whoa. I'm a consumer ( Read more... )

Once upon a time there was a girl who thought love was tangible. She thought if she searched long enough and hard enough she could wrap her fingers around something so wonderful she would never need nor want nor be able let it go ( Read more... )

Basic Stats:
GPA 2.77
SAT 1260
IQ 150

Moron?
duh.

If tomorrow was a postcard, I would never know where it would be coming from ( Read more... )

I think something is very wrong with me. I was driving home today from dropping Abby off and I saw this lady walking two identical white, fluffy dogs. I'm not sure why, but suddenly I had the urge to run the dogs over. And I imagined pretending to be sorry that I did it. And the lady was sobbing and she had this really annoying voice and I ( Read more... )

Is life complete without Drama? Oh yes, and thank you whoever ( Read more... )

we surround ourselves with icons ( Read more... )

I want to make you happy. Because that's what you want, or what you think you want. And if it makes you stop crying, then I want it. I wish there was something I could offer other than words, but there isn't. I'm doing everything I can, and it's nothing.

I'm failing.
I'm falling.

I think my pomegranate is molding.

you come over to my house later than you said
you'd be here. i open the door and we talk through
the screen until i invite you in because it is cold
and we do that unfamiliar dance of anxiety
because i don't think i know you anymore than
you know me which is not at all. does this
make you sad, nathan. it makes me want to cry.

I am sick [cough ( Read more... )