lowest low

[missingstruggle]

Today was fine, then within 5 minutes it all changed. Everyday people make it more and more obvious that I dont have someone. I am not invited to go many places anymore because I will feel left out because I DONT HAVE SOMEONE! Now its like "oh why dont me and my boyfriend/girlfriend go to the movies with you and your boyfriend/girlfriend?" fucking

Comments

[knuckles535]

Leann I can relate. You know i have such low self-esteem and always think low. So i always feel im the 3rd wheel and I making thing worse for the couple. etc. It does hurt and i've been longing for someone for a while. To be honest, I have never had a girlfriend. But i try and not let it bother me. Chin up, cause I promise that no matter how low you feel what you feel negative about yourself isn't true. I also promise that I'm always here, even if you want to just yell and get it out, you can yell at me. Chin up and smile cause smiles are sexy.

[mrsskittles69]

Leann im the third wheel all the time too u just have to stick with friends who understand . . . i know exactly how u feel and the friends that are making you feel that way. I know that wanting someone you know u cant have makes being the thrid wheel even harder *trust me* but there are friends that will make u feel wanted even if you are the third wheel and there are friends that will make you feel worse . . . stick with the good friends because b/f's and g/f's come and go but a great friendship is something that is never lost

[jazz_shoes]

leann, it seems that in reading all of your entries, that you seem to think that it's guys that will make you happy... guys are awesome and ADD to the happiness, but they're not the source of happiness... you have to be happy with yourself and who you are. i <3 u leann and i duno, i just want to see you happy! k?