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That's how I feel right now. -
Head & Heart
I feel like I should be drunk right now to have the thoughts in my head that I do. I'm typing with my eyes closed becasue the smoke in the room is burning them and there hasn't been a lit cigarette in here for at least 20 minutes. I'm confused, upset, burdened, and alone - although I have three other people in the room with me. There's a battle ( Read more... ) -
It's official.
I'm more confused, torn, and heartbroken than I've been in a long fucking time.
I really want to stop thinking and just go to sleep, but I'm way too wide awake for that sorta thing.
And someone needs to take me to Cincinatti. RENT is playing there Dec 16 - Dec 18. I need a good old fashioned RENT fix. -
...what?
I took a shower earlier, and seriously passed out the minute I got out of there. Covered up in bed sitting in my towel w/ the one on my head too -- and passed out. Warm, cozy, sleepy, and clean... Those all go together well ( Read more... ) -
Intertwined just in time to fall apart
I just got out of the shower, and I want to go get my nails filled & get one fixed then I want to go tanning. I'm not sure if the tanning portion of what I want to do is going to fit into my schedule or my budget, but it's what I want. And I need to conserve and get things down to what I need as opposed to what I want, but it's alright ( Read more... ) -
Friends don't let friends dial drunk...
What an interesting few days it has been ( Read more... ) -
Once upon a dream.
I have decided that coming from a boy "Friends" is one of the world's most evil words. Your heart gets involved, and then they drop it like a bomb on Iraq. "I think we should just be friends" and you KNOW that it's better than NOTHING but you also KNOW that if you had a chance, you want it. And the flirting? What's with that? If you don't mean it ( Read more... ) -
Amazing.
I'm alive. I'm well. I think that since I'm wide awake at 2:56am I'm going to sit here and write an update ( Read more... ) -
Alive.
I'm alive. I'm happier than before. I'm listening to RENT again. The world is working it's way back to normal. =)
Hope all is well with everyone .. -
To every girl I care about.
1. We're all beautiful, smart, funny women, and we shouldn't be wasting our time figuring out why a guy isn't calling us ( Read more... )