40th Shot
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I hadn't expected this. Hiding everything from everyone like we had for so long. Coming out and actually saying "I think my sanity is deteriorating every day." I imagine it can't be easy to admit to anyone. Especially for someone like her. Pushing herself to her limits, until she wasn't able to control it. I wouldn't say that discovering it was an accident, since that would downplay everything. Such delusions weren't normal, to the point of attempting to kill another.
We probably should have gone to someone earlier about everything, but I promised that I wouldn't say anything. That I would protect her, would protect others from her. I know that whatever is happening to her right now, it's not my fault. Yet, I was the one by her side helping her hide it. I watched over her so she could sleep, every night. Protected her when she was deep in the throes of delusions that threatened to overwhelm her mind as it fell into madness.
The fact that he's here now, I can't help but feel like it's the end. That everything is changing, just like back home. Especially with all of the new 'visitors' we had yesterday, that can't bode well.
[/private]
While we appreciate everyone's concern, I'm afraid we will not be allowing visitors at this time. Yuuki has not remained very coherent for more than several minutes at a time and she will need her rest. I ask you to please respect our wishes at this time and if you would like an update, please go through Yori and I until you hear from her yourself. That also goes for any visitors to the City for this day. Give us some space to help her heal, please.
[Private]
I would prefer you not bother everyone concerning my whereabouts. It's not as if I'm that difficult of a person for you to track down. I know I realized the moment you entered this place. I didn't seek you out for a reason.
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[ooc: Please don't tell him Yuuki's true nature. That's my only request. Everything else is free game. His feelings, Kaname, Ichiru, becoming a tentacle monster XD Break away!]
I hadn't expected this. Hiding everything from everyone like we had for so long. Coming out and actually saying "I think my sanity is deteriorating every day." I imagine it can't be easy to admit to anyone. Especially for someone like her. Pushing herself to her limits, until she wasn't able to control it. I wouldn't say that discovering it was an accident, since that would downplay everything. Such delusions weren't normal, to the point of attempting to kill another.
We probably should have gone to someone earlier about everything, but I promised that I wouldn't say anything. That I would protect her, would protect others from her. I know that whatever is happening to her right now, it's not my fault. Yet, I was the one by her side helping her hide it. I watched over her so she could sleep, every night. Protected her when she was deep in the throes of delusions that threatened to overwhelm her mind as it fell into madness.
The fact that he's here now, I can't help but feel like it's the end. That everything is changing, just like back home. Especially with all of the new 'visitors' we had yesterday, that can't bode well.
[/private]
While we appreciate everyone's concern, I'm afraid we will not be allowing visitors at this time. Yuuki has not remained very coherent for more than several minutes at a time and she will need her rest. I ask you to please respect our wishes at this time and if you would like an update, please go through Yori and I until you hear from her yourself. That also goes for any visitors to the City for this day. Give us some space to help her heal, please.
[Private]
I would prefer you not bother everyone concerning my whereabouts. It's not as if I'm that difficult of a person for you to track down. I know I realized the moment you entered this place. I didn't seek you out for a reason.
[/private]
[ooc: Please don't tell him Yuuki's true nature. That's my only request. Everything else is free game. His feelings, Kaname, Ichiru, becoming a tentacle monster XD Break away!]