so yea. i havent written in here in awhile. and a few things have occured tonite so i thought id tell ya. i talked to adam tonite. u know the guy in the marine corp. so yea well he called me tonite. wow. that was unexpected. took the words from my mouth. he said hes been thinking about me alot and he had to get a few things off his conscience. ( Read more... )

hey guys. miss me? yea thats wat i thought lol.

11 days left of this damn school. i think :\. haha. oh well.

so i guess im not a "real" friend now. hmm. w/e the fuck a real friend is then. oh well. life goes on.

bummer dude.

ahhh im going to IL for thanksgiving and roni is coming here for my xmas dance!! ahh he is sooo amazing!

god i love him <333

so yea. i think i just lost my bestfriend. i dont think for good. but im feeling pretty much like shit. and on top of hit everything else is hitting me. like umm me moving. wow. seeing who im leavin behind and my lil sister. this is killing me. no matter how much i know i need to go and i want to. it hurts like hell. i mean my lil sister...she ( Read more... )

im moving in less than two months baby!! woo i cant wait. happiness is waiting for me. lets hope it works out alright .:.Grin.:. maybe dreams do come true!

eek. i have a whole in my face on my eyebrow now and one by my ear on my face!!! AHHH! i get my results in 1-2 weeks. if u didnt know i went to the dermotologist today and had two biopsies done.

:-\

hey guys. i took new pics of me and put them in my myspace. go check it out

http://www.myspace.com/lonelyxinxlove

i love you all. comment to the pics if you have myspace if you dont then comment in this entry and tell me what you think!!

  .:.POEMS.:.

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-Reminder-

I wish this pain would fade

Like the memories we’ve made

I sit here thinking of you

Remembering all that you do

Look what you’ve done now

You’ve broke all our vows

The past remains to sink in

When I remember what would’ve been

We would be holding each other

Without ( Read more... )

hey guys. i got xanga now. i may check this every now and then to make sure everyone who isnt on xanga is doing ok but other than that i think im done with that. idk. make up my mind another day lol. i went to the doc today. and she referred me to 3 other docs. the dermotologist, chiropractor, and another doc for me to have tests about if i can ( Read more... )

hey huni. i need help. im making an xanga and i dno how to make it pretty!

HELP ME PLEASSSE