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[missionofmine]

i've messed up so bad. what the hell was i thinking. i wasn't thats the answer.
no one should want me, my family doesn't want and thats ok because i just fuck up no matter what and no matter what i do its never good enough, it doesn't even matter that i try.
now i dont know what is left to be said or done.

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[blu3jeanbaby]

Not to be typical of something you're used to hearing, because I know how healing these entries of raw whatever the feeling is are, but I wouldn't say 'no one should want me'. I could think of 100 things off the top of my head that make you worth loving or wanting or being friends with. And believe me, you are not the only person who has ever fucked up really badly. I think most of the people I know can honestly say they've made a really fucking big mistake. So if it's any good news at all, or even if it isn't, you're not alone. You might be unique, but you're not alone.
Sorry for the cheesiness. I like to stick to what I know. E-mail me sometime. My phone's in another province.