SO today after school i go out to smokers and Marteya says to me TARA CAN I PIECE SOMETHING. so i say sure. with a safty pin we pieced my eye brow althought it took a long time to do it and katrien was the one that acually pushed it through, but the bar wouldn't fit so we tried to put a bigger safety pin through but it didn't work and my eye brow ( Read more... )

i'm thinking about leaving . . .

maybe book it downtown then go with my brother when he leaves. . .

ha so i have mohawk well somewhat of a mohawk.
people reactions:
Neat hair
cool hair
hey it green
eww why
its ugly
i don't like.

well i think its nifty so fuck you

things that i have given up on:
1) sleep. . . it's over rated.
2) family . . . there never going to change.
3) eating lunch . . . it's to much money. money
which my parents don't give me. so only if i
bring food from home which i ussaly forget
(sometimes . . . most of the time)

go ahead delete my pictures ( Read more... )

i see myself growing tried.
growing tried of the same old shit
growing old from the time that is left.
i feel as if i should be older then i am.
so sick of the lies and sercets in which everyone hinds.
i may ger better or become worste with the up coming weeks,
at some point i know i'll be ok. and im be just fine.
but not now im to pissed

I don't ever want to feel like that again.
it won't happen though. i will feel like that again.
i'm tired of hinding in my own house. jumping at ever noise.
why must you be like this.
next time i won't cry (that is i tell myself)
next time i won't blink an eye.
next time . . . why is there always a next time.
why do i put up with this shit?

nothing isn't really all that better. although i saw katrien last night :) That made my night. . . heheh katrien your so funny. cough umm yes ( Read more... )

Everything seams dark and damp ( Read more... )

i think i'm going to stop drinking for awhile