bye.

[missjuicebox]

I tired. I'm tired of fighting to keep my friends. I'm tired of my friends ditching me for foolish reasons. I'm tired of helping my friends when they need it; I'm tired of them not helping me back. I'm tired of my friends not being my friends anymore

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[heartshocked]

<3ukiley!

[vivacious_snow]

I'm tired of my friends ditching me for foolish reasons. I'm tired of helping my friends when they need it; I'm tired of them not helping me back. I'm tired of my friends not being my friends anymore.

i sympathize with you completely. you can't keep fighting forever, especially once you realize you're fighting for nothing.
<3

[missjuicebox]

yeah... i give up on them. it's time to focus on the ones worth my time.

[____velvet]

i also sympathize with you. =/
it's sad that people can come and go so easily.

i miss your colorfulness. we should plan to hang out and actually do it.

[missjuicebox]

we don't talk anymore.

[_kissme_killme_]

I know how you feel. I went through close to the same thing... my best friend who goes to myers was just going crazy with drugs and sex and i just had to cut myself off from her. You just... can't let out of control people fuck with your control.

I know we're not super good friends or anything, you met me at a very low/odd time in my life, but I consider you a friend and think youre a very interesting person (and a damn great writer.) I added your new name, you don't have to add me back.

[missjuicebox]

i know at least one person i'm done fighting for stopped hanging out with me because of my smoking weed. but i'm done with that and he knows it, but he still doesn't come around.

and thank you. i have the worst writers block.

[_kissme_killme_]

I hope you didnt misunderstand me, I think if a person choses to do weed, thats one thing... my friend on the other hand was getting into things a lot more extreme. I just got sick of getting calls like "Heyyyyyyyyyy So I'm thinking about trying heroine." or "So I just fucked my friends boyfriend. Why? Oh, no reason."

I used to be the type of person that frowned on drugs, but I just got to the point where I realized as long as you have self control (which you appear to have, since youre trying to cut back and everything) its ok to need outlets or just want to relax. I hope you dont think i was berating you, because I wasnt.

[missjuicebox]

don't worry, I didn't take anything against myself. I just felt the need to say that. My weed was very out of control when I was doing it.