mornings are so peaceful with my lil ada. i get so much done the few moments i have to myself. was pleasantly surprised when john msged me his parents arent here til 1pm today. however i still felt rushed as they seem to arrive earlier than they say they will. for instance, yesterday john got them to visit glouchester and rockport (beautiful sea- ( Read more... )

well i produced a beautiful 9 lb 4.3 ounce baby Ada. shes so beautiful!

theres A LOT to complain about, johns mom is driving me bat shit crazy (i hear her shouting over the phone inviting family members to visit the baby this very moment .. jesus fer realz???? isnt this something you should ask baby-momma first???) ...

however i am grateful the ( Read more... )

funny how my instincts are telling me that i need a calm and peaceful environment with my baby when i first come home. funny right??

so i get these 'babyzone' emails, on a weekly basis, and now that im nearing the 40 week mark im bombarded with newsletters emphasizing the importance of a calm peaceful environment .. that visitors should not be ( Read more... )

so i can study mechanics, get a jump start on my hw and prep for the april 2nd exam (YUP this crazy mofo was pushed back half a week, will no longer coincide with my parents!) ..... OR make a different version of carrot cake from my amazing cheese recipe cookbook ( Read more... )

yowzers the exam pissssssed me off. however ive had time to chillax, and aside from the fact that it was long as hell, meaning I sort of 'ran out of time', i definitely pulled a high enough score to rack in a solid A in that course overall (assuming i get at least a high B?? on the final, which if i actually study for, i should). being so close to ( Read more... )

my geo-remediation exam is in like 3 hours :/ am i prepared? i dunno, there was a pooplah of material, not as confident about this puppy. the calculations im comfy with, however there are a jack-ton of definitions and theorems he expects us to 'explain' which is bogus for an engineering course! pooplah on that.

am i really being all that unreasonable? is it that horrible to have to come home to j-'s parents like RIGHT when i step out of the hospital??? its one thing if they lived near us, its another that we'll be sharing space in our crammed 1-bedroom (2 large adults, two medium sized adults, a newborn ( Read more... )

omg so many terms to know by friday :/ ive like seriously spent the past week or so being so so lazy. mini hiatus be gone ////

i had a nice long chat with my older sister yesterday. lucky for me, she had the day off ( Read more... )

last night was swell, up until the point that i couldnt sleep fer shit!

so at like between 3:30-4:00 am, i played with my babulahs on the stairwell (lately theyve been hiding inside our couch, the mesh ive installed @ the base of the furniture did nothing!) ... we had a lil late-nite anxiety-fest!

i placed ziggy in their new 'play-area', she ( Read more... )