It sometimes seems like you are burned out on what you love because you are using it to run from something. I dunno what...but every time I talk to you about dancing it sounds like a chore, but one that you won't leave behind.
Don't be addicted to dancing...it might be weirder then being addicted to WoW. It seems like you say that you dance to avoid interacting with people, to avoid social discomfort, and you certainly could run away to the circus, or add yet another club to your already too full by your own admission schedule...but to me this all sounds like patching a hole instead of having fun.
All good points. And definitely things I have been considering. I do talk about things I love as though they are a chore. Some of it does feel like that, but it's mostly just not true. I had this weird thought that perhaps I do that because I have it in my head that downplaying any things that I do love will make the people around me more comfortable. Wow, when I put it that way it sounds kind of conceited. Something I should fix, will make things way better for me and everyone I try and communicate with
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"If you are actually downplaying it and acting more displeased then you are...you should stop that behavior immediately." YES!!! Exactly.
I think I will have to come out tonight, even though I have some work still to get done with the Swingout.
By some strange coincidence, this Sunday is the next park/hooping gathering. I sent you the info, but I do know that you will be trying to cram in a lot of moving.
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It sometimes seems like you are burned out on what you love because you are using it to run from something. I dunno what...but every time I talk to you about dancing it sounds like a chore, but one that you won't leave behind.
Don't be addicted to dancing...it might be weirder then being addicted to WoW. It seems like you say that you dance to avoid interacting with people, to avoid social discomfort, and you certainly could run away to the circus, or add yet another club to your already too full by your own admission schedule...but to me this all sounds like patching a hole instead of having fun.
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I think I will have to come out tonight, even though I have some work still to get done with the Swingout.
By some strange coincidence, this Sunday is the next park/hooping gathering. I sent you the info, but I do know that you will be trying to cram in a lot of moving.
Yay, stuff!
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