Okay, so im doing hw and getting ready for nikki's party and updating... multitasking or ADHD? lmao, well i feel good because today was nice. I was planning out my outfit for tonight this morning and 1.) i looked really skinny (yay) and 2.) i had nothing to "appropriate" to wear. Well, i had stuff but nothing thatg really worked for tonight- it was ( Read more... )

Omg, it was so nice and sunny(ish) this morning when i got up after sleepingfor 11 hours (i know, i know haha)... then it got colder and started pissing rain... then it started hailing... then raining again ( Read more... )

(x) been high (CAFFINE ( Read more... )

Alright... so here i am, bored out of my fucking mind on a saturday night trying to focus long enough to learn even a little bit of info for the damn history test on tuesday. But today wasn't a total waste. This morning i woke up around 10-ish had two bowls of cereal and then went into westwood. I ate at baha fresh then went to see "Hitch". It was ( Read more... )

Omg! I had such a fucking gret day... of course, i cant remember most of it, but it was still fantastic! No depression! ahhaha! But the funny thing is i was depressed, as usual, this morning and felt amazing after my two cups of coffee kicked in! lol... okay, more later.

Okay, ive decided...

1. i am oficially depressed
2. Life sucks
4. i dont care what anyone else says... i fucking hate my body
5. I want a boyfriend

no... i NEED a boyfriend

6. I cant count.........................

MissLyss1891 (7:34:53 PM): hey
Sweet Lou On U (7:35:10 PM): hey
Sweet Lou On U (7:35:29 PM): watsup?
MissLyss1891 (7:35:32 PM): nm
MissLyss1891 (7:35:33 PM): u?
Sweet Lou On U (7:35:51 PM): just kicken it with this 85 year old dude
Sweet Lou On U (7:35:54 PM): bill
MissLyss1891 (7:35:56 PM): haha
MissLyss1891 (7:36:02 PM): fun
Sweet Lou On U (7:36:19 PM ( Read more... )

ya, still depressed even though i had another awsome day and got a very sexy new thumb ring.

life sucks like that sometimes, you know?

We all already know im retarded but i honestly believe i do have actual problems... How is it that I have a perfectly wonderful day where basicly everything was fucking, well, perfect, and i still feel completly depressed. I dont mean, like, "ohh, boo-fucking-hoo my life sucks and no one likes me" but actually depressed... I mean, i love my life ( Read more... )

Okay, so updating! This weekend was a long weekend (4 days!) and it was soooo fucking fun!!! It started out on friday but i really can't really remeber that far back so... ya. lol, okay... so saturday- First, I woke up around 11 after sleeping 15 fucking hours!! Then tati came over and we went with my dad into beverly hills (best place ever!). He ( Read more... )