I didn't want to tell him about Hazuki in fact I had hoped that he had forgotten that Atsushi had mentioned him, but hat wasn't my luck. I sighed trying to find a way around this, but he deserved to know I mean we were lovers now, and I knew I would want to know about his past as well.
"Hazuki... Hazuki was..... Senior year of highschool I had a crush, and of course it was on Hazuki. I wanted him so bad, but so did everyone else in the school not to mention he was notorious for being a playboy. Heh, I thought maybe just maybe he'll change for me. Atsushi was right when he said stay away from that boy, but I was young and dumb and wanted a boyfriend so bad. To my surprise Hazuki said he would date me, and it all seemed well until I gave him my virginity." I paused remembering how rough Hazuki had taken me, and how I begged for him to be gentle, but he only said if you love me you'll let me have you the way I want to. I wanted to shut my eyes, but I had to continue driving, and I didn't want to scare Miku.
Taking in a deep breath I continued "After I had given him my virginity he was very rough with me he was moody and would only come around if he needed help getting off. Soon I grew sick of it and finally told him enough was enough... He beat me until I was black and blue, and I submitted to him all over again."
Deep Breath. It was as almost if I could still taste the blood and semen on my tongue.
Out of the corner of my eye I could see Miku wringing his hands "Then what happened Die?"
"Well we separated. Atsushi and I went to college, and I'm not sure what Hazuki did, not that I care."
Miku nodded letting out what seemed like air he had been penning up. "Well I'm glad he's gone, so I can have you to myself." Miku replied
"Me too, me too."