Daddy Complex: A memory to me chapter 10
Miku's POV
I took in a deep breath it wasn't easy conjuring up the harsh past that I had forced myself to forget. Looking away from Die I heaved in slowly before letting my story unfold.
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"I lived a normal life for awhile, until maybe when I was about 13. I lived in a house with my Mother and older Brother. My father had walked out on us when I was about 4, I had always thought that life would be ok without him, but things turned for the worse. My mother was in and out of work considering she dropped out of high school and married my father; which left her with no working ethics or skills whatsoever." I paused shaking my head. Die's hand rested on my shoulder and he gave me a reassuring look that it was going to be ok.
"Soon my brother moved out. He always hated our mother claiming it was her fault our father left, I never understood, but I just excepted his anger thinking it was the way it was suppose to be. Mother fell into a deeper depression an began to take drugs, soon she became so dependent and desperate for drugs that one night she dressed me up real nice, and drove me to a strange part of town. I had just barely turned 13 and was inexperienced never had even kissed a girl let alone a man. She took me into a unfamiliar home, and a man about 45 years old was waiting there for me, he gave my mother he fix and then took me into his bedroom.... He kissed me I can still remember his smell it was musky and laced with cigarettes. I didn't want this so I took the last chance of freedom I had and smashed a bottle over his head running far away from my frantic mom and her screaming drug donor. I ran until I found myself infront of the police station spilling my guts out crying and trembling. The next thing you know I'm in child protective services, and I was being shipped off to your house."
Tears fell onto the backs of my clenched hands, I didn't want to cry but it was very hard for me to keep my composure, all the pain flooded back into my heart, and I felt that darkness creeping back into my mind. I buried my head into Die's chest just wanting to feel human contact with somebody I knew that loved me, or so I hoped. I rose my head up looking into Die's cool eyes "Die do you love me?"
I could feel Die stiffen a bit then relax again he wrapped his arms tightly around my trembling frame kissing me lightly atop the head.
"I love you Mike."
I sighed smiling against his broad chest, "And I love you too Mr. Andou."
I'm in love.