I think the emotional, physical, and mental stress I've put myself through in the last few weeks was just way too much...my body was just mad at me, so it made me sick...screw my body...ha, weird...anyway, I'm feeling better...I had lunch with Biwwy today...it was cool, dear hunting and what not...ech...I missed Biww though...hehe...anyway...in ( Read more... )

I don't put out anymore...so obviously, we can't be friends...fuck you...fuck you and your life that's based on nothing...I hope you and your little stripper friend get along great...and next time you want to lie, don't tell me you're with you're mother...that's almost sacriligious...

I need to be drunk
NOW

shoot me...just shoot me...shoot me now

rehearsal today was...hhmm...not rythmic enough for me...I'm sorry, but the last dress rehearsal should not be the FIRST time you have rehearsed with the whole cast and have dead air in between when no one knows their lines...whatev...nonetheless it was fun...besides the fact there will not be a fun cast party, which is dissapointing, it will be ( Read more... )

Can anyone tell me where the hell October went?

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ok guys! I'm back ( Read more... )

train ticket crumpled in my pocket ( Read more... )

Did you forget already? I hope you didn't...because I am consumed with it...

I miss Julie...I really really miss Julie, and I wish I could talk to her...San Francisco in three days...god I miss her...

In chicago....I am in love with Chicago, everything about chicago, the people in chicago...I love everything here...but I have to go...why, I don't know...I don't want to fucking leave...I need to be here, so much...