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so um, yeah. the pills. i don't know how i feel about them right now. last night i went pretty psycho. i was asking my girlfriend about one of her exes. and she was talking about her and all. and i remember this picture she showed me of her. she was gorgeous. she has this beautifully tanned skin and this perfect shape and she was thin. she was ( Read more... )

this weekend was alright.
i went to see saw 2. it was so good, i demand that everyone goes and to see it right now!!

i started taking my acne pills
and my anxiety/depression pills.
aparently the anxiety/depression pills, lexapro, were the same pills that one of the columbine shooters was on. awesome! i think that worried my dad. i feel like crap ( Read more... )

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happiness is too easy to fake

other journal.

okay, i now have another journal to track my diet.

lookie:
ohsochubby

i think today's a good day to update. um. last night was fun. shell and i went to the domino premier. i won tickets to the premier from 98 rock i ♥ them. haha the movie was SOOOOO awesome!! i loved it. it was written well and it was just great. yeahh ( Read more... )

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so i'm starting a new diet. w00t. i want to loose seventy pounds. i want to be able to wear a bikini next summer. i want to go to college confident and with the right attitude towards myself and food. i hate that i always feel ugly and that i'm rarely confident. i hate that when i'm sad or upset i eat more. i hate that i DID eat way too much ( Read more... )

it's a pretty place to take pity ( Read more... )