wow long time no write

[missnikki16]

o man im updating... weird

i wonder in anyone even has these anymore.. whatever...

if u still use ur livejournal.. post mo fo...

well here is the update.. new boyfriend who is hot and awesome and funny and rob lol

he is amazing <333

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[heyyourpartofit]

nikki = hott lovins

[missnikki16]

haha i heart u

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[anonymous]

Look, I still miss you, and I know it doesn't matter, but thats not the point. I still miss your smile and I still miss your laugh, but thats still not the point. I still miss having to worry about you, and I still miss all the good times, but it doesn't matter. I know that I am not good enough, nor will I ever be again. I know it doesn't matter even if I care. Well good-bye for now, good luck with all that matters, and try to make new good times with anyone you can.

I hope you get this,
Someone you knew.

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[anonymous]

Thoughts of your beautiful face run through my head making sleep an impossible dream. Knowing that I should never see you again is an even harsher reality. It is hard for anyone to understand what you ment to me, but most don't even try. Pretending to feel like everyone else hurts me. I can't hate you. I can't even dislike you. Yet I know that I cannot love you. Not again, not like I did. If you don't read these you won't know how I feel, but there is nothing I can do about that.

You have to understand.