I'm just really, really glad that it was only a month worth of stuff that went wrong and not the four years of misery that I endured between 2007 and 2011. Things have gone in directions I never expected them to take, and I am gaining more and more perspective on things that I would not have received otherwise. It's a very good thing that there is ( Read more... )

Yes, I am referencing the Chris Rice song found on both Amusing and What a Heart is Beating For. What started as a massive dose of things gone wrong became one of those months, right up until the 26th of last month. Since then I've been finding my momentum again, and I even have found things that I overlooked over the past month, too.

Let me at ( Read more... )

FINALLY! I managed to get a chance to get to know Ed (a female as a reminder; again, think Cowboy Bebop) a little better last night and it was amazing. As an added bonus, Michiru also made an appearance and it became this wonderful conversation that covered a lot of topics, thus intriguing me further and further about Ed. In fact, Ed even hugged me ( Read more... )

Just as long as I don't have a huge mental breakdown like I did yesterday and find myself sleeping all the way until 2a this morning with brief periods away from my dreams. It felt nice in a way to know that I would be insanely useful because I'd be getting to church on time and then some to get communion set up, but beyond that...yeah ( Read more... )

Before the folks that know anime throw things at me, at least let me point out that this title is also the title of an anime series, a spinoff from the Dragon Ball series. Given my current mood and the obvious interest in House, M.D. it seemed fitting to use the name.

To correct an erroneous conclusion I arrived at, let me mention that I talked it ( Read more... )

What sense of the phrase should take this in, you ask? Yes. XD ( Read more... )

No, there's nothing wrong with your sight, nor is there anything wrong with the way I phrased the subject line. This is a two-sided affair in which not only do I see another reason why things they are the way they are in life, and a question about a resulting procedure that seems to be the only resolution I can find to the chaos within me. I shall ( Read more... )

I finally arrived at a conclusion tonight after taking a lot of time to think, and now a certain aspect of me finally makes sense. That aspect is why I'm so prone to emotions even though I sometimes hardly understand them and operate on a way more logical basis. It goes a little something like this: because I try to find my way into the social mold ( Read more... )

I of course mean in the sense of Chris Rice's definition of subsequently getting foolish, stupid, and then feeling useless. I know I'm not useless, but it feels like it after I finally managed to screw up last night while talking to Nagar. Somewhere inside I knew there was the recognition that I needed to just shut up and quit talking about the one ( Read more... )

("Viva la Vida" - Coldplay ( Read more... )