I know where I want to go, but before I jump into the deep end, let me share a more lighthearted piece. Monday through Wednesday were the most interesting up until the small group Wednesday night, and they can be summarized as follows: that awkward moment when ( Read more... )

So it turns out that there was a miscommunication between myself and Michiru. We've cleared it up. The miscommunication was on the whole purpose thing: somewhere along the way I missed "maybe, but not now" and she didn't stop me when I thought my idea for pursuing whatever was perfect for the situation. We both apologized. I'm perfectly happy, ( Read more... )

I have to ask myself if that's what I am right now ( Read more... )

No, no, not because something bad has transpired between this afternoon and this late hour. No, it's because of course I would also fall for the one woman on campus who isn't fond of hugs. Outside of the one extremely brief hug in October, the last time I had a really good hug was back in August when Mac was helping decipher what my rather vivid ( Read more... )

Things have been rather pleasant since discovering what I did last Monday. In fact, things are finally taking on a semblance of normality that I can handle, although I see many facets coming together that seem to be taking me through a sort of time warp through the past while aiming toward the future ( Read more... )

So it turns out that there was huge massive mess of miscommunication that created the whole mess over the weekend, although Hol admitted that he was being a jerk about the entire thing. Mentioned something about "being chaos" or whatever. I'd like to say that this solves everything, but for as much of a completed picture that I have, especially ( Read more... )

Everything I'm posting here is stuff that I don't ever intend on saying to anybody's face because all it would do is cause more trouble. I want to actually speak these same feelings with much better tact and resolve than what is being put down here, and therefore please bear with me as I release my own emotions in writing so I can actually give an ( Read more... )

They're rather lucky I didn't decide to just call it quits tonight and head to bed...at least Hol, anyway...after talks I've had with mother, I'm not surprised with Michiru, but Linn surprised me. Then again, Linn was justified - she was at the play. The other two I asked well ahead of time because I just wanted to know if I was needed to give a ( Read more... )

I need to apologize a little for the previous entry. I was simply processing information from folks after I tried to figure out what went wrong and why it seemed like Michiru was quite distant all of a sudden. I was going to post that things had been fixed, which they were...but then they went a screwy direction in less than 24 hours. Now I'm all ( Read more... )

I wish I had known that I was in three exceptional situations when it came to the ladies that I dated in the past. I'd at least be able to say that I know how to approach things here with Michiru, but in the past two days this doesn't seem to be the case, especially given what I have learned ( Read more... )