seriously, i am REAL sick of this hot weather shit. i need fall. and just for the record, monday is the last day i will ever have to start back to school. ever. so fucking psyched.

right now i am in david's house in ohio. it is raining non stop and it is humid and there is no air conditioning or fan anywhere. my other option is tennessee, and i hear it is too hot to live there at the moment. basically this entry is just to say that i hate weather in general, among other things.

Here is the deal. I am in hardcore love with Michael Cera. Like, LOVE love. For those of you who do not know, this is the boy who played George-Michael Bluth in my favorite show, Arrested Development. Basically, I totally have make out night dreams about this angel and day dream about him all day long. I decided to see if there was anything ( Read more... )

anyone want to teach me how to make really bitchin stencils?

and just when am i going to learn this lesson? it seems sooner rather than later.

i know i have been posting like a monster lately, but i need to say this. the other night i was stoned as hell with rob and paul, and we were listening to Boz Skaggs' hit jam "love, look what you've done to me" from the Urban Cowboy soundtrack, right? Well, I got started thinking about it and uttered the sweet phrase ( Read more... )

last night, the dream thing got taken to a new level. i wanted to write it down, but i am late for school. basically, i need to remember the mall, lock down, aliens, different worlds, getting out, babies, eric, my aunts, and the mall again.

it was the weirdest and worst one yet.

to those of you who even read this thing anymore and might have read it in the last hour or so, I just wanted to say I have calmed down since my last entry (which I just took the liberty of making private). I am done trying to force myself to feel better, and it is hard for one person to deal with shit like that on their own. long story short, ( Read more... )

I don't ever drink for a reason. First of all, I never ever drink anymore, and after three beers last night I was drunk and had to wait forever until I could drive home, and even then I had to get someone to drive behind me on my way home just to be safe. Second of all, I am totally retarded when I am drunk and do things like drunk texts/dials ( Read more... )

i went to go see chad today. i have been thinking about him a whole lot and felt like it would have made him happy if i payed a visit. lately i have wished he was around to talk to more than ever.