WOW... its sooo has been a while. dude i love you all and i miss you dearly.

School has been sooo pimp...

there was a food fight and a fight in the quad yesterday... between the mexicans and the skaters.... so of course i was sooo stuck in the middle. didnt rele like that. :( half y buddies are skaters an dthen eva, luis, juan and paco are ( Read more... )

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DUDE!!

its been a whie my darlin's i love you all.

ill b back when i get my comp back...

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Vegas Is now fucking awsome since i have found out of the shit and the drama happenin back home.. So many guys to choose ( Read more... )

It's been a while my darlins...

Homecomin was hella tight. We went to the game the day before and it was pr3tty kool. although they lost their own homecoming game.

Ive become hella close with Claudia. She kinda reminds me of Nicole. I love her. We have fun together and somehow we can just talk. I met Brit shes from Hawaii and i've become close ( Read more... )

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Now it feels,
   like everything is so unreal.
The weeks feel like years,
   and the days bring nothing but tears.
I used to be happy and cheerful,
   now when i think about her i get    nothing but tearfull.
   without her ill never be the same,
I feel like im nothing but in a world of rain.....and pain.
    it feels like i got played like a game,
and now ( Read more... )

Phil and I broke up. i really actually dont know why. maybe its my unstability. or maybe it was that im not sure if i can keep this going anymore. I love him but it was soemthing i had to do. being 600 miles away form the one you wanna be with everyday is extreamly hard and painful. how do you do it? i personally couldnt take it anymore. maybe he ( Read more... )

I feel like I lost. Like it was always just a battle he and i played, a tug-a-war i suppose you could say. Maybe i have more emotions and i take more things to the heart or maybe he doesnt take enough. When we were together he broke my heart. and i was always scraed to admit it, because maybe it would just take over me and i would loose. So i never ( Read more... )

Im sorry if this offends you... youll know who you are after your finished... i didnt know how to tell you so this is how it goes... im sorry

Why do people say that they will do something and then not do it? hmmmmmmmm
Why do we fall inlove just to get hurt? hmmmmmmmmm
Why do we set our hopes so high just to get kicked in the ballz? hmmmmmmmmmm

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I feel I need to make some confessions
♥ I confess...♥

♥ I feel he's my teritorry
♥ I thought about 'Charlie' alot after we broke up and I even though of us getting back together but then i met him...
♥ I beat myself up for some of the arguments i had with people that now i miss incredibly much
♥ Im a hopeless romantic, i beleive true love can ( Read more... )