I'd like to extend a good ol' "Fuck You" to Mat. I'm done ( Read more... )

Could you tell me the next time that you're choking?
I'll run right over to shove some dirt right down your throat,
It's nothing I have against you, you're just a creep and you can't remember the last five years.
What's a bond, if it dissolves in water?
I took a piss that lasted longer than you and your manipulationsI called my mom last night, she ( Read more... )

A quote from the book of Grey, Season 3, Episode 1:

Fin: I know you think you're scary and damaged-
Mer: -Dark and twisty-
Fin: -It makes you feel like you don't deserve good things, but you do. And Derek, he's bad for you. But me, I'm a good thing, and if there is a race, if there is a ring... My hat is in.

(a little while later)

Mer: So what ( Read more... )

I think I've fully slipped back into that state that I was back when I was in SAPB. Only sadder. You might know the one, back when I was "Vendibitch" a "man-hater" and the "anti-anti," only this time without the fun parts and weekly meetings. And it's getting to that point again where I just want to completely isolate myself from everyone. I can't ( Read more... )

Why do I bother waiting around for people who say they will come back? They never do. Maybe I'm just too gullible. Waiting is way worse than just being told that someone isn't coming back. At least that way I know I can just move on. I'm so tired of waiting. So tired of all the shitty everything. So tired of everything. So tired ( Read more... )

so circuit city must have misdiagnosed my problem. because the new hard drive i just installed is still hanging up at the same point. waste of $95 ( Read more... )

The whole regret/indecisiveness thing is getting worse. Every decision is excruciating and every wrong decision I've made in the past is unbearable. So much anxiety flying at me from all directions. I can't deal with it.
Something's wrong.
Or rather nothing is right.

I just can't do it.

Went bead shopping with Jinnel yesterday. I can't believe she's moving on Friday! Eep! We will have to get together and have a beading party or something. She needs to teach me to make the beaded flowers ( Read more... )

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:(

Lappy is back home. They couldn't recover any of the data.
*Sigh* bye bye last quarter of school, several pictures, and some music.
Luckily everything through March of this year was backed up to the PC. Still. Sad to see the other stuff go.