Ahhh I'm hungry but I really don't want to get up and go get food now. I can't believe Seth's still asleep. The one night I cannot sleep and he sleeps the whole night through. Figures lol. Things always work out for me like that. I was in such a bad mood earlier. Everything was getting to me. Nothing was working out. Mom and I took the little seat ( Read more... )

Ugh, I hate period cramps. Gross. And ow. Remember what I said about John saying he was going to be around for Seth more? He's already breaking that promise. John was at his house with his mom last night. And guess who spent the night over HERE...Yup, John. I so did not want him staying. I had Nickie over. It was just sucky and weird. So Nickie and ( Read more... )

Last night was so fun! There were a lot of people over here. Chris, John (Rachel's bf), John (Seth's dad *gasp*), Will, Jodie, and for a little while, Nickie. I got in from Shelle's graduation and they were all here. Nickie called right after I got in and was like "I'm almost to your house. I have to pick Stormy (sp?) up at 10:00 and have some time ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in forever it seems like. Mom has been sick and the computer's in her room. Anyway, Tiffany (tierraceleste), Rachel, and I made a new webzine, The New Home for the Ramblings of Crazed Goddesses. Check it out! Nickie called last night and was like "I'm spending the night with you next week." I was like "You are?" and she said "Yeah. I've already ( Read more... )

I'm bored. But I'm in a better mood than yesterday I hope. Yesterday sucked. I hate being sad. I wanna see Tiffany and Nickie. At the same time. But that never happens. Nickie really liked her flowers. She was like "I don't know why I don't just break up with Scott and go out with you." I was like "Yeah, me niether." Seth's awake!

Do you ever think "My life was not supposed to end up like this."? I HATE feeling like this. It's like I can't breathe. I think I'm the only person who wishes I was 16 again. I knew who I was then. That's not right, is it? I was reading an old journal I had when I was 16. I was so happy..I didn't have anything to worry about. I just want to cry ( Read more... )

I have got to convince this girl Nickie to go out with me lol. I know she likes me. Tiffany used to work with her and she's told her that she really liked me. BUT she has a dickhead boyfriend. So anyway, I told her I'd give her a list of reasons to date me. Today I picked some roses and went up to where she works and put them under her windshield ( Read more... )

Seth's started trying to crawl! I can't believe he's doing that...he's growing up SO fast. He's trying to cut two of his bottom teeth right now. Teething is making him run fever and crap. Yuck :-(.

Here's pictures of Seth trying to crawl!

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Tomorrow's my mom's birthday! She'll be 47. And she has a job interview with a law firm at 9:30 in the morning. So maybe it'll go well since it's her birthday and all. I hope so ( Read more... )

My first Mother's Day as a mommy! It's been a good one. John's mom got me a card and she wrote "You do such a wonderful job with Seth!" on it and I thought that was sweet. She also got me some cucumber melon lotion, body spray, and body wash with two little bath brush things. Mom is paying for me to get a "hair makeover" and her and Jess got me ( Read more... )