I woke up at 8:00am to drive home from Grand Rapids today.  It was a very long boring ride.  The roads were completely empty.  It was weird leaving a city where you are always surrounded by people, and then coming somewhere where you're always alone.  It can get kind of depressing.  This weekend was just as fun as all the rest. I tried to ignore ( Read more... )

Horoscope for Sunday:

Something has changed and you won't be able to go back to the way it was. You are in a period of increased mental awareness and are learning things that can help you better express your unique individuality. As clever as you may be now, don't fall into the trap of thinking that cool logic is more important than your intuitive ( Read more... )

Being real. That's what I want to get famous for. And it can happen. Armor For Sleep proves it. I have never felt that way before about a band. They hit me hard tonight. I cried. They made me cry. But because I was so happy. Alexa, Tonya and I have a different connection with people then most. We all felt it. I could look into his eyes and feel ( Read more... )

Being sick stinks. As much as I hate school, I hate missing the work. I laid out in the sun today, and now I smell like sun. I love it. I can't wait until I can all the time. And wear shorts, and flip flops. I think I'm allergic to the sun though. I try to ignore it. I've been getting happier as the weekend gets closer. It's funny how when I know I ( Read more... )

I don't know what's going to happen, but whatever it is..it needs to happen NOW. I feel like I just got punched in the stomach, by me. It's over. No more worrying, no more wondering when my phones going to ring (which was rare) and no more wondering if it's real. It's been 3 months, and we are still at the same place. Relationships are ending ( Read more... )

Being in Grand Rapids is like being in a whole new world compared to the town I live in. Everyone knows everyone, in a good way. And everyone is nice and willing to walk up and start talking to you. A guy came up to us and starting telling us how he was in Italy, and told us about the adventures he had there. You could tell he was really smart and ( Read more... )

Perfect is boring. Noboby wants to be perfect, or you would know exactly what they are thinking, or going to do. It becomes pointless. It's hard to become pointless, and if you do then you know you're hopeless. There's no where to go from there. You don't know where to go. You become dependable. You see yourself looking for someone other than ( Read more... )

I usually have a bunch of things in my mind or things to say, but once I get ready to write anything I lose it all. I talk in circles in my head. I really love writing, it makes me feel better about things and I can remember how I think. Typing is so much better than writing, that takes too long. And I don't have the time. I'm not saying I'm a busy ( Read more... )

Everywhere we went there was a budlight on the ground! We were attracting it for some reason, haha. This was another weird weekend in the city. We also found Jesus in the parking lot. I think I'm saved. Random, random, random! Anything we wanted to happen....didn't. But it ended up okay. I came home to alot more snow, and I want to go back! It's ( Read more... )

And right now, that's getting done with school. I just want to get done with it as fast as I can. Then, I can go on to my life, and do what I really want to do. And nothing can stop me. I still have alot of time, and I'm really young. But I'll be more successful the earlier I start:

1. Cosmetology.

As you can see, I change my hair most likely more ( Read more... )