So i'm completely drained and tomorrow i get to sleep until later than 6 o'clock in the morning cause i'm going to Brairwood from 9:30a until 2:30p ... i will have my cell phone but if i'm busy i won't be answering it. I am hoping that i will feel better about everything that has been going on lately. I am starting to feel much better already and i ( Read more... )

So last night my brother & mother were calling me fat & i got upset of that...because i don't see myself as fat, maybe a little over weight, but i don't even see that. But anyways i don't care because i don't see that, and i see myself as young ans healthy. thanks but i don't want to look like Brittney Spears or a super model i like thet way i look ( Read more... )

Okay so i pretty much freak out in the last entry and i didn't mean to post it "public"...it was meant to be private. but i forgot to change it. But i do want all of you to know that no matter what. I love Derek And he's one of my best friends and i want him to be for the rest of my life and who ever he marries can go screw themselves if they don't ( Read more... )

I'm in this amazing relationship with this amazing guy & well last night he came to me & asked if we can talk where no one is around & i say yes. We go into my room and he tells me that he wants to take a break. Not break up, but to take a break...He then hands me a book that he has written me a note & picked up for me before he thought about ( Read more... )

Guess what guys...i'm going home...cause all my classes are messed up due to the blood drive. I don't have a class second period which yu knew, i'm not doing anyhting 3rd period for journ....and college notetaking we have a sub so it all busy work.
maybe i'll catch up o some sleep.
we'll see. YAY!!!!

I'm Too...
too attached
too fat
too happy
too average
too sad
too huggy
too kissy
too alone
too needy
too wanting
too helpless
too  dieing inside
too hopeless
too grumpy
too teary
too giggley
too pale
too colorful
too in love
too secretive
too open
too girly
too smart
too stupid
too short
too impatient
too patient
too freckly
too closed
too angry
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so i have a study hall second period today cause well the library has been taken over by the blood drive. I am kinda excited about this cause i am into the project i'm doing on scorpio. i love how i get assigned the stupidest thing and i get into it. i am going to have to pick up a poster board tonight cause this project is due Monday morning. so i ( Read more... )

I'm kinda in the mood to write a poem or draw something beautiful ... Remember Derek you promised i can draw your eyes one day soon. You can't say no now. LOL ( Read more... )

okay so i have had a depressing/exciting week. and i have another part to my eassay due tomorrow and i still really haven't put much thought into the first pasrt i'm just not into this essay and i still think its wrong that they're making us choose something that we would be into doing for the rest of our lives....what if i haven't decided and what ( Read more... )

right i changed my screen name...make sure you ask me for the new one ..
Love & Laughs...TOR