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shutthefukup

add me.

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would you please tell me what i do to always fuck things up? and tell me why distance makes things between us so hard? and how i can love you and hate you so much at the same time? and promise me that we are indeed forever? so i'll get this idea of you leaving me out of my head ( Read more... )

taking a break today from working on the apartment.
my back is so sore. ouch.
i'm so tired.

omg. i'm so excited to go work on the apartment today.
omg i love my best friend and boyfriend.
fuck you.

I'm tired. that's all there is to say about that. worked 10-4, then went straight to the apartment to work on things. got new light fixtures up, and 2 more walls painted. my hands hurt from gripping the paint rollers so tightly. i was awakened this morning to the smell of kitten shit. the babies crawled on my bed (covered in their own fecies) and ( Read more... )

why doesn't anything feel right anymore?

i just want you here.. is that to much to ask?

day #2 at the apartment. i got all the cabinets in the kitchen cleaned off, all of the stuff that was in what will be my room moved out. cait and i got paint last night. so pretty. our kitchen & dinning room will be orange & white, living room red, my room white and green, and caits room pink with polka dots. we also got a new toilet seat last ( Read more... )

i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.  i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i mii miss you ( Read more... )

last night caitlin and i went over to our apartment and started fixing things. we put a new lock on the door. tomorrow i'm going to go over and clean everything. wipe down the walls, steam clean the floors, take the knobs off the cabinets and drawers so we can start painting. i'm excited. i have tomorrow and wednesday off.. then sun, and next ( Read more... )