Wichita School Banned Gothic/Punk/Metal Clothing ( Read more... )

Lets recap the day shall we? Fought with nick...again...oh and when i went out to leave for work, my car wouldnt MOVE...oh but wait it did...it moved and screeched...just like to say, my back breaks are our or locked up, which would explain the grinding...And i would also like to say, THANKS TO MY FRIENDS FOR BEING THERE!?!? Granted maybe i ( Read more... )

In The Last 48 Hours, Have You ( Read more... )

Zach finally got on, and was worried about me. He told me to come get him, as i did. My mind is so offset from cutting at the moment. I mean besides the fact that he got me lost....twice...it was awesome. We went to steak n shake and talked..he made me eat...cant really make someone eat, but i knew it was right..and only fair for him since he ( Read more... )

Megan called me tonight while i was at work, i couldnt call her back until i got off at 10ish...by the time she had said she wanted to hang out on my message, she had already fallen asleep. Blah! Yeah thanks! That adds to my problems. Then jenna was tired, cause she had to work, she wasnt around. Zach wasnt online...couldnt get a hold of him ( Read more... )

Nick sat me down when he came home from work and asked me if i wanted to tell him anything, and that if i told him the truth i wouldnt be in as much trouble (sounds like i married my father right?) anyway, i knew what he was talking about because i yelled at him for going to buy pot tonight. So basically you cought me, i had been smoking behind ( Read more... )

**Warning** If you do not wish to read about depression or my life then skip by this enter **End Warning ( Read more... )

I made it through the horrible weekend of what people like to call work. It was so fucking painful. I mean like i slept friday day until 5 woke upu and went to taco bell, then work until 5:30am made it home crashed at 6, woke up at 10am went to work at dairy queen got off at 4pm went home...could sleep because of nick..went to work at 6pm worked ( Read more... )

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i got a letter in the mail today, letting me know that my third credit card was over drawn. The MINIMUM payment is 104.something.....SO YEAH!?! Thank you nick!! Good job honey, way to blow my credit out of the good credit limit ( Read more... )