HAPPY ST. PATRICK'S DAY EVERYONE!!! today is my moms birthday. i did good. i called her first thing this morning and wished her the happiest of birthdays. last night was crazy. i got so fucked up. i got extremely, extremely drunk. i'm ridiculous. every emotion i drink. happy, sad, pissed, content, depressed, ecstatic, etc. whatever the mood, pour ( Read more... )

so right now im chilling in tony's room with tony, benny and justin. we've been smoking and just chilling. their really cool guys. their justin's friends from buffalo, new york. i think justin and i might go back to buffalo next weekend. i get paid on friday, and i get direct deposit, so i can pay for gas. his friends are the most chill guys i've ( Read more... )

hello everyone! i haven't really been keeping up with this thing as much as i used to. i really just don't have the time anymore. i work pretty much six days a week and working is my life. last night i went to go get my tattoo, the word "Amore" with a little heart on the end of the e. but by the time i got there there was already like 15 people ( Read more... )

I love Incubus more than you love your life. Did you know that everyday you live is a day you grow closer to death. Taco Bell is heaven, but Emery is better.Don't know what Emery is? What? Were you born in a barn? Panic! at the Disco makes me feel sexy. Hanging out with guys makes me feel important. I suck at beer pong, but I'll play anyday. My ( Read more... )

Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls, please direct your attention to the spectacular news that ryan and adam have split. it's for the best really. i mean hey, you can't make someone care right. he said he did, but isn't that what they all say? i suppose its never true, no matter how good you think they are. i mean this kid was talking about ( Read more... )

What happened to us? When did we stop caring? The words can only do so much. Saying, "I love you" and "I miss you" only go so far. I guess that old saying rings true still, "Actions are louder than words" There is no activity from either party. We both mouth the words, it's almost as if we're lipsynching the words to our relationship, but nothings ( Read more... )

WOW! 2005 has flown by so quickly. it seems like only yesterday in april it was my 18th birthday and i thought all would be perfect. but so much has changed in just that short amount of time. people have died, new additions have come, people have moved away, friends have become "adults" and gone to college. i've changed, you've changed, we've all ( Read more... )

man....i don't really know what to do. i found out today that adam has a girlfriend. i'm crushed. i shouldn't be upset or angry, I have no reason to, you know? i mean im the one that messed up, im the reason we're not together. but im still hurt. when i first found out i was so mad. i mean i wanted to walk right in his house and be like, "what the ( Read more... )

im sick! blah! im listening to bone thugs and wishing i was high so i wouldn't have to feel my body! it hurts so bad! i didn't go to work today because i feel like such shit! damn, my body hurts so much, its ridiculous! damn! today is kim lough's birthday and i wish i was there to celebrate with her. so HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM!!! i hope her birthday is ( Read more... )

well ladies and gents...it's official.

it's over