still insomniac.

i read the dictionary until my brain gets tired. the problem is, its backfiring and now i love reading the dictionary.

goups is here!

ok, this insomnia crap has got to stop. saturday night finally falling asleep at 3am and waking up at 5:45am and not being tired all day, but physically feeling like i want to fall over. and sleeping over at gav and jo's last night after a movie, i finally fell asleep at 2ish, woke up at 6, drifted off, then (!) woke up in a freak moment when i ( Read more... )

i cant say i dont feel super lucky ( Read more... )

last week was my last week of work at whole foods, and i was dreading it and couldn't wait to be done. i quit for several reasons: 1) i wanted a summer! without 40 hour work weeks! for once! 2) this aeberli building project demands tons of time and attention, and needs to be finished by august 26th. 3)i'm a bit burned out in the bakery. 4)i've ( Read more... )

the past couple of days have been everywhere ( Read more... )

it seems like when i'm talking to my parents there are these walls that blind them from being able to see that i'm sobbing about not being able to be close to them and how much it hurts that they dont say that they love me just the way i am even if my political and social beliefs are going a different way than theirs, and they cant wrap their minds ( Read more... )

monday i hung out with alex and holly and we ate lunch at the park and it felt so nice to be with old friends talking about futures and memories and just being with faces that i've grown up with. i value these people in my life ( Read more... )

i am not a fan of any of the following ( Read more... )

*winning best customer service again! (although i slept straight through the meeting...uhh ( Read more... )

today at the whole foods team meeting i won best customer service for the bakery team, and then FOR THE WHOLE STORE! there was about 15 others nominated for the store one, and it's voted on by management. i was a little dumbfounded (meeting is at 7am...not quite awake yet..) because i didn't expect to get either, and people vote on you, so it meant ( Read more... )