Whether you're into it or not, it's that time of year.  So do join me for a round of Grandma Got Run Over By A Reindeer and peppermint schnapps.

Let's see...what to report.  I feel like so much has changed, but nothing I can really type out ya know?

People tell me I'm a different person.  I think they're mostly referring to the physical changes.  ( Read more... )

Lately I've been on a rant about some words that hold no meaning for me, are stupid and say nothing, or are ridiculously overused or erroneously used.

Here's my current hit list:

TRY - what the fuck? in most cases people either do or don't do. TRY is generally just a chickenshit way of saying, "ain't gonna happen unless by magic"

DESERVE  - who gets ( Read more... )

I have some ideas about future careers now. Exploring alot of things actually, but it's all sorta interelated. I don't want to jinx things yet by going into details. I guess even though I know I need and want a change, the prospect of actually getting out there and selling myself in my own business (which is definitely where this is headed) is ( Read more... )

Nearly two months later and at least i'm almost fully focused on what was really making me unhappy/unfulfilled/restless (ugh - i hate that i let myself and him think it was about my relationship - who really fucked it all up? yup - me ( Read more... )

If you love me, you won't acknowledge my birthday. If I hear the word "happy" directed at me, I'm likely to completely lose my shit. I just want to get through the day without thinking as much as humanly possible ( Read more... )

but i'm trying to figure it out ( Read more... )

Introvert Extrovert
Congratulations! You scored 72! You're a quiet person, but not too quiet. You like your own company at ( Read more... )

that's all. :)

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well, i managed to get yelled at by my (soon to be ex?) boss three days in a row. go me!!!! i've been a fuckin' basket case all week although by the time he threw his hissy fit this afternoon, i was pretty much numb. plus, i've now officially applied for three other jobs...in denver ( Read more... )