The thing about being separated from the one you love so much is that even when you finally see each other again, it takes a while to get back into your zone...to remember how to be "us" again. And trying to reconnect when you're surrounded by others and at his place of employment....really really tough. Not that I don't enjoy being "at work" ( Read more... )

I'm not sure if it's the prospect of meeting up with the IP and my honey in Florida in a few days or the drugs or a combination but I think I'm feeling better. Haven't spontaneously burst into tears for no reason in days, so that's good I think ( Read more... )

Your IQ Is 130
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So i took a hefty dose of lorazapem (aka valium-like) and downed a lo-carb monster energy drink. So yeah, uppers and downers...and now I feel fine. Got the negativity about my boyfriend's tour out of my system. Settled into work...somewhat, still boring as hell but oh well. Am able to push my panicky money-related thoughts out of my head ( Read more... )

After being in a near crippling funk for about a month now, I finally cracked a smile when I got this in the mail:

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So yesterday Janice said, "Are you feeling better today?" And I admitted that I didn't. "Something's wrong but I don't know what it is." The anxiety sorta morphed into dread as the morning went on ( Read more... )

Do you ever have the sense that something's really wrong but you don't know what it is? Yeah, that sucks. I'm really angry and unfocused and panicky today for no apparent reason. Not even PMS to explain it away ( Read more... )

Early Sunday morning I was roused by a woodpecker going to town on a tree outside my window. I opened the window intent on doing whatever necessary to make him find another place to look for food, but the peach blossom smell kinda overwhelmed me and I thought better of it. Spring has sprung whether I'm ready or not ( Read more... )

The problem with having a boy brain is that when you do have emotions (hormone driving emotions?) bombard your normally logical, rational brain, you absolutely can't handle it ( Read more... )

Your Brain is 26.67% Female, 73.33% Male

You have a total boy brain

Logical and detailed, you tend to look at the facts

And while your emotions do sway you sometimes...

You never like to get feelings too involved

What Gender Is Your Brain?