Someday baby...someday.

[missxvanity]

All I feel right now is sad.
And not that tear jerking, heartfelt sadness, or as most call it depression. I mean, I literally feel sad. All I feel is sadness. I physically ache from being sad. My insides hurt, my heart physically hurts. I feel it in my chest more now than ever before.
I don't know why I feel this sad. I mean, I do. You don't ever

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[moon_shine]

Hi I know you do not know me from Adam but if talking to someone about this would help send me a message maybe there is something I can do.
You know when I get down like you I remind myself that things will always get better it takes a little wile and sometimes even change but know this you are stronger then you know and it is Ok to go talk to someone close to you if you ever feel you need to.
Love is a hard thing sometime but letting go can be harder and you do not have to feel so alone there is a lot of good People out here

[missxvanity]

You're fantastic, thank you.
I guess what it really comes down to is I don't know how to solve anything or even clear my head of all this clutter.
I've seen you around, so I recognize your Screen name. =)

[moon_shine]

you know what I do is make a list of my priorities and Hope what ever decisions I make are the right ones though I know I have made a lot of bad choices but they all have away of working out .
And I am on here a lot all right maybe to much But I have met some good People on here I see you added me back My friends call me Pete so feel free to too

[missxvanity]

I'm Dee. Well, no...I'm not, but that's what you can call me. =)
Mm, it's not so much priorities or anything I need to sort out. Those are all in check.

[luckyduck_08]

you're a mother??
and i can totally relate to sadness, i've had lots of experience with it.
you said there's always a reason-what exactly is yours?
i'm sorry about this awful mood! watch some cheery tv show, which sounds like lame advice, but a couple of laughs will always help! (i recommend scrubs)

[missxvanity]

Well, mother to be. Haha. I'm 27 weeks pregnant. =)
So, I will be a mama soon!
I guess it's just my huge situation with life.
Everything is really closing in right now and I'm extremely claustrophobic, in a literal and metaphorical sense. So, when everything is closing in and I feel as if I'm suffocating, I don't know what to do and I go into panic mode.
A lot of it has to do with the dad of my baby.
Mm, I think I'm spending my night alone tonight, so I shall see what I can conjure up.

[missxvanity]

=)
I really have no other choice but to push and make it through.
And that's really why I will make it. I know that...but I don't think the feeling will ever go away.
That's my main issue/concern is to how to solve the problem completely.