Being Commited = Satisfaction

[missyberg]

It has been 8.5 months since Jon and I quit smoking. In that time I have cheated by having (if I remember correctly) either twice or three times the equivalent of one cigarette. I cheated more recently. (A few weeks ago) However it was very rewarding to be reminded of the fact that I still do not want to smoke. In the moment smoking was very

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[smoofy]

why scared?

[spicetrader]

Oh honey....I'm so sorry. I never meant to make you feel weak, but rather to help you find your strength. Nor did I want to say that you had been bad, but rather that I felt weak in resisting the smoke, and you giving in was very nearly permission for me to give in too. Bad mentality on my part, but I lived through it too. We've both accomplished a very difficult thing. I'm quite proud of us.