I just finished reading a passage in my Depression book and had an insight. I have been a chronic procrastinator since at least 10th grade. It also related to writing phobia...I always thought my problem was procrastnation but what it really was was a feeling of being overwhelmed and depressed. I would berate myself on top of this for "not ( Read more... )

Timeline:now. I was in school again, taking some kind of final. I had done really well. I was waiting for my results and there was going to be an awards ceremony at the end for those that had been exceptional. I stopped off at the Heath store, which is one of the hobby stores my dad used to goto when I was young. I didn't think they existed ( Read more... )

I dreamt about Jon and I going to see John Fulton in his office. It wasn't the same one I know but much more elaborate and very smooth running like now. We found this time machine that allowed us to access different time sequences and realities. Jon suprised me by using it for evil. He stole a couple thousand from various groups of people. The ( Read more... )

I had a really really nice weekend. The best in a long while. Thanks, Jon. Thanks, Me. I had a virgin experience in the realm of group connectivity. It was fabulous to finally feel a part of something. I am pretty sure I have never felt it before. The closest my mind can come to the feeling is being one on one with someone. That's much ( Read more... )

34.00% Good! Your score indicates that you are not a very jealous person. You are confident in yourself and what you have to offer. Trust is something that must be earned, and when it is, you give it freely. You have a sense of inner calm and fairness that transcends your relationships, career, and lifestyle. Your attitude is appreciated by your ( Read more... )

Please let me find an office, with real people, people who like to be as real and warm as when they are at home with thier families ( Read more... )

What a beautiful gift to be able to give one of my best friends. My heartfelt wishes.

May you have many many more years of enjoyment.

Love ya.

-Michelle

I feel like a sexy goddess again?

Missed me.

*love is the order of today*

-M

Yesterday my heart energy was manipulated...feels like a heart transplant...I feel myself again...I don't hate the world so much...and I don't hate myself....I think I just might live..and like it too...don't know how long it will last but am hoping this kind of thing is forever-mine to keep...my journal entries wil probably reflect a lot of this ( Read more... )

Jon and I saw X2. Very cool. I thought it was cooler than the first, Jon liked the first better. I'm just happy they kept the characters personalities consistent with the comic book. I am right now reading the first comics made published in 1969. The times do show.

XMen rock.

-M