If you only knew how much you continue to hurt me...

[missybinx]

Ok well I had to vent before... I go honest to God go crazy.. and since to my not so much surprise, no one seems to be available.

I just received a phone call from my father.. or in his words "Dad". Well he left a message saying "Hi Charlene, it's your Dad.. can you please call me back.. # " Honestly, wtf?! The thing is, I was going to answer it

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[riku_tsuyoi]

Oh, is this why you asked if I was free? Sorry! I hardly keep my phone on my nowadays.
It must of been a shock, but there's no way to cure your curiousity unless you find out, though, you need to make sure you're able to say no if you can't do whatever he asks from you. But it really depends on whether you'd like to call him or not. If you don't want to, don't do it.
Anyways, hope you're able to solve your problem with whatever path you decided to take. C:

[missybinx]

It's all goood. Fck yeah it was a shock.. I had a buncha stuff to do that night and it totally messed up my mind. But yeah.. in the end the curiosity got the best of me and I ended up calling him back the next day. After a few games of phone tag. Haha but yeah long story short.. he wanted to bring me to this banquet and shit... and he wants to come to my grad... and all that shit. And I'm pretty sure I know why all of a sudden a spark of interest became. It's just sad for him.. because I wont be available for him for his request and there is no way in hell he's coming to my grad. Haha

The funny part... he said he wants to all of a sudden open a line of communication. Ugh if only you knew how frustrating it got.. haha but yeeah.. thought I'd fill you in... even if it was a short summary of what happened.. haha I always came to u when I talked fucked up father issues. or just family issues in general. Haha

But yeah thanks for the note.

[riku_tsuyoi]

O_o To a banquet? Err, that's slightly weird and awkward, especially since you hardly talk to him or see him. LOL. He wants to come to your grad? Why the sudden change to actually become a father for you? O_o
Haha, no worries. C: I'm glad I could be of some service. d: