i have two tickets to spooky world for this Friday or Saturday. if anyone wants to buy them, theyre yours for 30 bucks (for both). they were way more than that so consider this a deal. comment or im me. <3

its snowing. i wish you were here to see it with me.

midterms today. new cell phone today. ghetto party at framingham state today? halloween party at fitchburg today.

DRUNNNNNNKKKKKKK. TEQUILLLAAAA JOOHHHHNNN.. JACK DANIELSSSSSS. WIIIIIINNNNEEEE. HALLOOOWEEEEENNNN. SPOOOOOKY. nite. <3333

saw duggles yesterday. we had a "lets do drugs" photo shoot. went to ryans. ryan is the most amazing person ever. went to boston. tried to consume food at buddahs thank to the boys (considering im broke) went back to ryans. drank myself into oblivion. laughed and talked. took a walk. something with pumpkins. mr. giggles<3 got to see justin. had a ( Read more... )

today is the first morning in a very long time that ive woken up and immediately thought of how i was getting more booze. saw the lowell lockmonsters last night.hockey and friends make me happy. rosemary, sexual, and 8 cup made it all the more amusing. watched some street hockey and drank myself silly in hopes that i would pass out and sleep ( Read more... )

i have to work soon. and i dont want to. i hate a lot of things lately. i hate the rain because it makes me sad. at least ben and i got to get coffee before i drove home in this miserable weather. i miss my friends. i miss feeling wanted around. i feel like no matter what i do, im always doing something wrong. hopefully this week i will get to go ( Read more... )

im doing my part to support the boys today. i've got a red sox tittie shirt! sometimes you cant help but get caught up in all the hoopla. i hope to watch the game this evening with benjamin and maybe some others. is anything going on? get in ta ta ta touch! school time. pffft.

my life lately has been good. spending time with ben. spending time with my friends. spent two night at kris's apartment hanging out and drinking. i burnt my hand last night making ben and i cup-o-noodles. it hurt so much that i kept ice on it for like 4 hours. i woke up in a pool of moisture. i took my nana to the doctors this morning and she gave ( Read more... )

im watching the red sox game. my dad has a friend over. i just got home from school. school ruled today. i went late, but in my second class we got a list of words and we have to say if we believe in that specific word and why. one of the words was ecstasy. my teacher then said "you can interpret it any way. you can think HAPPINESS AND BLISS, or ( Read more... )

i get really frustrated with myself sometimes. i pretend like everything is going well... when i really dont do much at all. i miss working constantly. i miss having tons of money. i wish i could financially support myself. i want to pay my bills on time. i want to live in an apartment with ben and joey. i want to cook them dinner every night and ( Read more... )