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there is an internet god here
We have internet back in internet class! I'm so excited ( Read more... ) -
I'm feeling small. Climbing the walls. I don't let it show. Now that you know what you know, I bet you wish that it would go. You'll never come sucking your thumb, better off dumb. You still don't know what you think of me....
I don't know how to feel about this anymore. It's like a huge dream, except I know it's reality. I can try to run, but it will smack in the face sooner or later. I want to quit. I want to give up and never face the people that did this again. But I have to. Why? Life goes on. For one moment of time, I want a minute to actually feel things. But ( Read more... ) -
my theme song you ask?
Walking On Sunshine
Katrina and the WavesYour upbeat approach to life makes "Walking on Sunshine" the perfect anthem for you. We can see you dancing down the vegetable isle with your grocery cart, smiling at all the checkout clerks. We sure hope you've had your Wheaties to keep up with your perky pace all day long. This happy, horn-driven tune ( Read more... ) -
I can't believe I finally found the key, the door, the trip, it was all in my mind. now I'm one with the fools of love. I can't believe I finally found the prison of the free man world in my mind now I'm one with the fools of love.
Tonight was really awesome. I spent a night with Mark with no other people there. This rarely happens. No one I saw was at the movies, and no one was at Boston Market. We went to the movies, and saw "The Glass House". I really liked it. It was a great suspenseful movie. We then went to Boston Market, and I got some mashed potatoes and gravy, and I ( Read more... ) -
And I wanted, but you turned away. You don't remember, but I do. You never even tried. Don'' fall away, and leave me to myself. Don't fall away, and leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again. Leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again.
This song really relates to me right now ( Read more... ) -
never made it as a wise man, couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing, and this is how you remind me. This is how you remind me of what I really am.
Today was sheer hell at work. I really think people trap themselves in a bubble and don't realize anything until it affects them. It's not my fault that we have the cards, and yet I get so much attitude. I was in work for the whole day. A day wasted at work. My Dad came into work today, and I was so excited to see him. He said, "Missy, want to go ( Read more... ) -
forever may not be long enough for you to know just how far I'd travel, just how far i would go open your heart and everything will be all right open your heart, baby leave with me, don't be afraid forever!
I got a lot of sleep last night. I think I might be able to make it through today. Maybe. But it's such a long time! At least I get 2 breaks. This should be a lot of money. I was estimating my next paycheck should be between $170.00- $180.00. But work has a habit of fucking up my paycheck. So, here I sit, ready for work, and the rain is pouring ( Read more... ) -
Gotta find a way Yeah I can't wait another day And nothin' gonna change If we stay around here Gotta do what it takes Cause all in our hands We all make mistakes, yeah But it's never to late to start again Take another breath....
I don't know anymore. I just want to be happy right now. I don't want to be 18, and I don't want all of this responsibility. I don't want it. Teenage years have been so hard for me. I lost Grammy. And all of the sudden it's been hitting me hard. Yesterday, I donated a dollar to Breast Cancer, and I got to dedicate it to her. I don't know what kind ( Read more... )
