one of my last lj i mentioned that i had an ex boyfriend that i ran in to. hi name was Gordon Grams. i still have strong feelings for him and i still love him a lot.last night was fun though i got to hang out with gordon and we got to talk about all the things that we have been through through out this year. i found out that hes mom had cancer and ( Read more... )

i got the chance to meet with my first ex Gordon Grams to day at the place he works at. i gave him my cell number so that he can call me and talk to me sice we havent talk for like a long time. i hate to admit this but i was nervouse when i saw him i was shaking really bad and i dont know hy. maybe i still have strong feelings twards him or ( Read more... )

some days i wish i had a boyfriend. dont get me wrong i dont mind being single but i would rahter have someone to call and talk to and kiss and hug and be with everrday . i miss all that stuff. when i was with dan we talked on the phone like everyday and he came over during the week after he got out of work and we were unseperable during the ( Read more... )

my best friend in the whole wide world is leaving me to go to college in a totlat diferent state. im not going to be able to see him for a while but most defanetly im going to keep in contact with him.i dont think i will beable to survive do go till december timm i get to see him that will seariously drive me crazy. its going to be so scary not ( Read more... )

thanks matt i know i can talk to you about anything and everything. your like the only family that i really have besides my parents. if you ever need someone to talk to about anything feel free to give me a call anytime.im sure i will be able to talk to you and help you out with you midlife crises that you have at an early age. just remeber i am ( Read more... )

pritty soon i will be starting college and im no longer a teenager im an adule. im of the things that a teen fears about growing up becoming an adult.dont get me wrong im ready for college and im ready to do things on my own im just scared about staring college and not going back to high school. this will be my first year im college and i want ( Read more... )

you dont even care that your cousin wants to hang out with you before you go to college. all you care about is finding a way to get back to texis. you dont care that im going to miss you while you are gone or the fact that i have a job and my life is a living hell right now because i have to work or that my crush is n Rome, italy and i miss him an ( Read more... )

my best friend (cousin) is leaving me in like ten days and we havent spent but like one day together and he said that he wanted to spend one day together before he goes to school. i se how he is he spends time with his friends and not his close cousin. enough of that ( Read more... )

i cant stop thinking about my ex dan . it wouldnt help that he keeps calling me and talking to me on line and it drives me nuts. every time i get aroun him i feel like we are still together and that we are not spiting up. but then when he kisses me it dosnt feel right i feel it in my tummy ( Read more... )

last week was a very fun time for me. i got to help with my church with vbs boy was that fun. it seemed like it was never going to end but ot finallly did. seeing all those adoribal kids faces light up while they were learning about jesus. two of the kids in the 5/6 grade class excepted crist in there life and i am so happy for them ( Read more... )