I need to take up a new hobby.. I know what I want to do.. maybe I've meantioned it before ( Read more... )

I miss laying the wrong way in bed with Ian.. in his arms.. naked.. with him running his hand over everyhing and places I never let anyone near.. let alone touch ( Read more... )

I bought a new computer desk.. mom paid for it..that means I go to make another trip to the bank and take out $60-$70 to desposite in her bank along with the $130 I already have to deposite for my kitty.. money goes so quick.. tomarrow I'm taking my brother to the dollar store(all of them) to buy toys for the raccoons.. dollars stores are cheap.. I ( Read more... )

I dont like not being able to talk to Ian as often as I'd like.. but I'll make it.. I wish i knew when I'll see him again.. he'll probably stay for my birthday.. I'll probably go and get a tattoo that night or somthing.. i love him ( Read more... )

guys=dogs ( Read more... )

I'm not positive how I feel right now ( Read more... )

Jill, Who are your real true friends?

to be honest.. my best friend in the world I feel like I've abandoned her.. or atleast she feels this way.. she cant bitch at me in words.. because she isnt human.. she's my baby.. and she always will be.. we know what eachother is thinking by a glance across a room.. and tonight I left her.. and I looked back ( Read more... )

I whipped up a graphic for Nadja

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Ian just left maybe 20 minutes ago.. I wish he were able to stay longer.. he wasnt even here 24 hours =\
he's coming for my birthday.. which is next tuesday [hint.hint]I'll be going to my brother's tonight to visit stormy and love her up.. hopefully she wont be upset with me.. I hope she understands that I'm not mad at her.. I love her.. she's ( Read more... )