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i have been depressed and dreading this. one week from today. my dad is having his major surgery done. seeing as he has a bad heart, is on oxygen and wont stop smoking. i could be father less come next weekend.
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yesterday. was a bad day. i was soo mad and angry i couldnt even be mad about it. just felt numb to it. i fell over worked. i feel lonely.

people exhaust me.

My heart's pumping out louder than electro

there is a sinking feeling in my chest

i'm a dreamer with nothing left to dream trying to tear a hole in the seam of reality.

i feel a hate crashing over me.

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