Yeah, so this wasn't exactly the most entertaining quiz I've ever taken, but what the heck- I'm bored!


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"Self harm is not suicide for me. I want people to notice it and ask me about my wounds. Never shy away, as long as you ask sensible questions then that is fine. It is ok not to know how to deal with it, but I wont be offended by sensible, guilt-free queries ( Read more... )

I know my entries yesterday were rather depressing. I'm sorry if I caused anyone to worry. I'll be okay, I just have a lot going on right now. No need for concern. Thanks anyway.

I could die from the unspeakable things I do to my body.

Damn. Damn. Damn. That word is simply an angry word unless I damn something. Damn me. Why--please God, tell me why I have to miss him? I was fine one second, and then all of a sudden I'm crying "on the shoulder" of a stranger. I feel like my heart is in my throat and someone is reaching into my stomach and tearing out my insides. I don't want to ( Read more... )

So, today... I went to church this morning and it was AMAZING. The choir sang a new song that definitely caused me to get teary-eyed. Pastor talked about how Jesus may send me off into the middle of a storm while He heads in the opposite direction, but He's watching me and just waiting for me to cry out to Him. When the disciples were in the middle ( Read more... )

I want to create a new identity
Be reborn with uncalloused skin
I am so sick of me and all I represent
I refuse to change what I want to change
Laziness keeps me in the dark
Disgusted with volumes of bloody poetry
I frantically rip pages of my past
And primly print my name
On the top of a clean sheet of paper

Well, today was pretty sucky, but it has officially become the best day I've had in a long time for one reason: My mom told me I can quit Harris Teeter. I also have found a job babysitting fulltime this summer. To any of ya'll who have been praying for me, THANK YOU! It really has paid off. Moving on, I have decided that even though I'm not skinny ( Read more... )

Okay, so today has been a really long day. Thank God (literally) that they let me off early today. It was a welcome relief ( Read more... )

Seeing as how my last entry could have led you to believe that I wrote it, I must clarify. The previous post was an excerpt from a favorite musician of mine who is in the process of writing his autobiography. I would encourage ya'll to check it out for yourselves, but unfortunately I injested many obscene words in the process of reading it. ( Read more... )