i cant survive ne more.....

apparently not........(sigh) please dear lord let this b just a false alarm.....i hav been through enough already....

bah.....dude...im a compulsive depressive....geez....o well....now that musical is over, hopefully things can settle down.....peace....

Emotion can hurt by mk ( Read more... )

my sorrow whelms up
as does the pain that kills me
as an edge, ends me..........

so guess what....HAHAHA......im NOT going to band banquet....and im NOT going to junior ball.....i AM going by myself to either galveston or kemah, and having a fun time pretty much by myself like i was gonna do last year.....so boo ya.....happy hermit season.........

so i did not mean to peel out, i swear, i mean yes i accelerated, but thats how i normally do ne way, iv learned my lesson, that was effin scary......

YEEEEEEHHHHHAAAAAWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ah redemption is so sweet, like the sound of peaceable negotiation ringing in the ear of my constricted heart, so sweet that its flavor is unforgettable, its undeniable, and its addictive.....yum, i like sweets.....
peace....musical, woohoo.....!!!!!!!!!!

if only i could.....im not so sure i can, o how i wish it will.....