I'm still standing. Even if it seems like the world crumbled down before my eyes and perhaps it did. I am certainly not where I was a month ago nor am I where I thought I'd be a month later. Everything that has happened has happened for a reason. Even the ugly. I saw who my real friends are....I discovered fake/temporary love, true friends, real ( Read more... )

Who cares about Micheal Jackson, Billy Mays is dead! Those useless crap informercials will never be the same again! God speed Billy, God speed.


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I am out of Paxil and having awful Zaps. I hate this fucking drug. I hate addictions ( Read more... )

I haven't written in this thing in so fucking long. I was honestly impressed that I remembered my password. So much has happened. For starters....I moved to fucking Florida for a girl (because thats how I roll *coughs*) and then we broke up ( Read more... )

Its been a while since I've updated so I thought I would write a lil' sumthin' sumthin'. Been busy. Been avoiding people. I spend all my time with Brandon, Katie, Chantelle, and Kacey. They make me happy and its not all drama when we go out. Cha ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I need to be alone. I don't mean in the relationship sense but I crave silence and I rarely get that anymore. I'm in my room, secluded, just thinking about her and how she makes me feel. Brandon is having some girl over for dinner *rolls eyes*. I wish he was leaving with her instead. I adore Brandon but sometimes its nice to ( Read more... )

When Marianne and I broke up (almost ten years ago) I was fucking destroyed. I searched for any feeling of happiness that I could find. I slept with guys, partied like a rock star and did all sorts of stupid shit in the name of pain. As the time passed I hoped that the pain would stop. We had broken up and gotten back together so many times that I ( Read more... )

( My weekend, bitches )

The UPS guy who loves Maggie (yes he comes here that often) came by and dropped off my Domino and Hostel DVD. Yay! That means after I pick Raych up at the airport and I go to the dealership to resign papers we can watch them!! Wooo000ooo000T! Ohhh and we're meeting Tiffany and Ane for dinner at the Excalibur. Good times, people ( Read more... )

I rarely make a public post but today I figured fuck it! I don't really care. Some of my closest friends don't have an lj so what the hell?! I'll open up to all you bitches.
My life is....good. So much has changed though. Raych and I are still seeing each other. We're going on three months, me thinks. We see each other every week which is pretty ( Read more... )