:: emptiness a lonely parody and my life, another smokin gun, a sign of my indifference ::

[mister_stanton]

gotta knock a little harder lyricswhere ya gonna go when ya can't even face yourself? you fight all these problems and you fight all these people but you're only fighting yourself

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You gotta Slide, if ya wanna keep climbing

[malastare]

What's wrong with embracing the downward spiral?
Until you have known some sorrow, pain, and loneliness; you can't enjoy the pleasures of the seemingly "average" day. The world is made up of a full range of emotions; a man who doesn't indulge in any self-pity would become numb to the feeling of self satisfaction. And even if you thought you felt happiness constantly; if you opened your eyes, you would feel the loneliness of being isolated in your own little world.
You grow stronger in response to knowing weakness. Perseverance is only known when facing adversity. The depths of unlimited potential are only recognized when they are challenged. That's why I love a good challenge.

Don't fear the spiral; after all I'll be there for you no matter how deep you go!

:: beside myself i judge my condition i close my eyes but cant go blind ::

[mister_stanton]

there's absolutely nothing wrong with embracing it... in fact that's probably the only means to have anything near a stress-free life.

but what happens when you get caught up in the pain, sorrow, and lonliness? what happens when all you can see is your own self-worthlessness?

some people cannot take a challenge such as this. most of humanity doesn't want to know they aren't in control (or someone at all) and that they are truly alone in a world where everyone else is just as alone. for them it's struggle or sink.

i myself enjoy floating...

one more thing - EVERYTHING is best in moderation.