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I want to go to sleep dammit!
So I'm sitting here at my internship trying to keep myself awake. For some reason I could not fall asleep last night! Believe me, I wanted to! Now I'm definitely feeling not getting enough sleep. To top it all off, I have to be here until 5:00 PM! Whoo hoo! Not. Anyway, let's update on life, shall we ( Read more... ) -
*sigh*
So I feel pretty stupid right about now. For some reason I thought it might be a good idea to try to get my job back at PH. Just found out, after waiting 4 days, that there 'wasn't a consensus' so I'm not getting my job back. Figures. But I'm thinking, who there was talking shit about me and why/what did they say? Honestly though, this is probably ( Read more... ) -
Things appear to be looking up!
So.. After sleeping in until 12 today, I decided that I was not going to go job hunting. I just felt so mentally exhausted after studying for pretty much the whole day. I called House of Blues and Ale House and I could not speak to anyone.. so I got pissed. I got so pissed that I then decided I needed to get off my ass and find a job. So, I took a ( Read more... ) -
What a relief!!
So I just finished with my homework. I've been doing homework since about 3:30 PM on and off, and I'm finally done! I feel so relieved right now. At first, when I looked at the load of work I had to do.. I felt so overwhelmed. Since yesterday, I have read 3 chapters, finished 6 modules, wrote multiple essays, and took multiple quizzes. My brain is ( Read more... ) -
I finally did it!
Well, I quit Planet Hollywood yesterday. I wasn't really planning on doing it yesterday.. but something came over me that gave me the overwhelming urge. For those of you who read my journal ( no one), you should know that I've been wanting to quit for quite some time. There were certain things that were holding me back... like not wanting to start ( Read more... ) -
passing time...
1. When is the last time you held hands with someone ( Read more... ) -
soo....
So I smoked pot last night for the first time in about 5 weeks. Why did I quit? Well, because it seemed that every time I smoked I felt like shit and like I was going to die. It's hard to explain. I felt paranoid all the time and I hated feeling that way. I wasn't able to sleep because my heart was pounding in my ears. Besides all the physical side ( Read more... ) -
changing
So lately I've had a little more control over my life. I've started doing Tae Bo again like 3 days a week and it's been making me feel great. I actually want to work out when I wake up. It gives me a really good feeling that lasts thru the whole day. I feel like I'm more in control. I applied for an internship at UCF and I got accepted! Now all I ( Read more... )