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[mistress_k]

I hate thinking about it. I almost let it out the other night, but I didn't. I always stop. I always hold it in another day. Two nights ago I almost ripped myself to shreds (mentally, not physically) and wondered what would happen if the next day I went to the HRC and demanded to see BJ and told her everything. But then I woke up the next

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[snickersaddict]

*huggies*

[mistress_k]

*big hugs* thanks hun <3

[leanasidhe]

*HUG* you know that we're here for you, for the happy karly and the sad karly. i've also self-mutilated and i haven't in over a year, but i understand the urges and feelings down beneath the skin. i really do. if you ever feel the need to talk, you can talk to me. email me at purple_unicorn(at)hotmail.com if you want and i can give you my number...or you can give me yours.

you're strong enough to realize that you can't do those things, which i think that shows that you can make it through just about anything.

[mistress_k]

*hugs* Thanks hun, I will definately send you an email, prolly not til not Sunday, cause it'll take til then to get things situated in my head (as it took me like a week to even make the post), and it's my dad's birthday tomorrow, gotta go celebrate ^^

And I hope you are right, I really do.

[leanasidhe]

i am right :)
that's what friends are for. *HUG*

[mistress_k]

well as long as you know for certain, yay!

[romperoo]

i wish you knew how strong you are.

[mistress_k]

I often find myself saying the same thing about you

[romperoo]

how come i feel we will still be yapping back and forth somehow in 30 years or so?

[mistress_k]

Because we will! DUH!

[kwidjibo]

I almost feel silly for saying this, but although i am on the other side of the world, i want u to know that if u need someone outside of the situation (cos i have no real idea of what is going on in ur life) i am here. Add me in msn or email me if u want, otherwise know that there are some of us here to support u..

[mistress_k]

Thanks hun, that means a lot to me ^^