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[mistress_maeve]

Fuck. Everything is going so fucking wrong. I never thought it would be this bad. Or this hard. Or this draining. I keep having panic attacks and running into the bathroom and just gasping for breath and turning red and crying afterwards for short periods of time. And my mom is falling apart too. She started crying today, in the kitchen, and this

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[loftec]

*holds you forever*

I'm so sorry it's this bad... I'm so so sorry. I wish I could say something, or better yet do something. Please take care of yourself, Yana, things will work out somehow, don't put so much on yourself, it's not on you. I know you'd do anything to help and you want to help, but there's only so much you can do, and you can't beat yourself down feeling insufficient when you can't do everything you want to do.

Please take care of yourself, I love you so much. Take all the time you need.

[seiichiyamagai]

*hugs*
I'm so sorry that this has to happen to you. And I can't even do or say anything to make it go away or make you feel better.
However, please take care of yourself, and believe that things will work out somehow. I wish I could be there for you.

[anonymous]

Wow Yana, what's going on? I hope things get better soon at home. How is Babushka? She has a tendency to worry.

I am concerned about you. Try to not stress out so much. For the financial aid stuff at least, I am sure it'll be fine, trust me they want you at that school, they can't afford to lose you, and you'll get the aid.

For the other stuff I feel I am so out of touch with what's going on with you, T. Galya and everyone else. It's been a long time, I'll get in touch soon. Feel free to do the same...

[cloud2702]

Sorry forgot to sign in n the last post...
-Dmitriy

[mydarthestkader]

=0 *speechless*.