last entry on here forever. moved to myspace. tis where my friends are so makes sense

bye

havent updated in a while. things are a lil better (i no longer want to die) and i have a nice new man in my life which is going ok. kinda helps me forget ( Read more... )

oh yeh, the ex got back yesterday....hope he likes his room lol!

omg two totally horrible things. found out my cousin tried to kill herself. wont go into details of why or anything but i was shocked. shes only like 13 or 14. we're not close or anything but i wanna hug her. another thing, a close family friend has bowel cancer adn it doesnt look good for him. his wife already died of breast cancer. gawd why cant ( Read more... )

met guy on tuesday, caused him pain, he liked. im sure you can use your imagination. friday party. took lots of pills n weed n booze and made friends with everybody. passed out. got groped, woke up and cried. still feel dirty. i coulda been raped and been non the wiser. lots of workin and partying and gigs and stuff ( Read more... )

Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake


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went to the catty on saturday. won stuff. got free cds, therapy?, the gliteratti, and breed 77's new album. which is funny because last time they were giving out shit i got the cultura album. lol. then they asked the crowd to name a glitterai song and win a tshirt, which i did (id never heard of them before then) and theyre really good!!! im glad i ( Read more... )

wow. drama is me. ask and i shall tell but everything last week from almost sleeping with one mate (thank god i didnt), to the ecstasy incident (ask and ill tell) its been horrifically dramatic!! ok not all of it but the bit that wasnt i cant write about and its all screwy aaarrrg!!! like i said. ask. just not on this ( Read more... )

i cant get Andy out my head. as soon as i seen him the other week i wanted to hug him and say sorry and start over. it just *felt* right. the connection hasnt died. i dont want none of the unrequited love bullshit. thats what you get when you give up. and i really really want him. i think he'd help me be happy again. i was happy with him. we were ( Read more... )