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cried twice today, dont know why. and once when on the phone to murray last night. again random, but i managed to hide it. he keeps asking whats wrong but i wish I knew.

would it really be that much of a loss if i walked out in front of a bus. or maybe the underground.

well i seen the child known as "lozza" (yeh i realise that makes me sound childish...so what?! lol) in the train station. as usual hunched over her phone hair in eyes and slumped. i wanted to run up and yell "get rid of the fucking fringe!" but i never. i thought id sit right near her and see what she did. she clocked me and got up to leave but sat ( Read more... )

i got lillies for valentines day :-D theyre so pretty and they smell fab and i love my lillies :D

well all is okay my way. got a new phone woo!!! its fab for the price! colour, polyphonic ringtones etc for only £30! only thing it doesnt have is a camera but i got a digicam anyway ( Read more... )

well got a nice email from murray about a pair of boobs that walked past him. memerable enough for him to tell me bout it.

its started. before you know it they have a face attached to them(albiet not the same boobs) then a face adn a "sparkling personailty" then its byebye me. i got a sinking feeling. usually right.

dont blame him realy.

ok i have a metro in front of me. the hook on the front page is "A peodophile with Britains largest child porn collection has walkeed free" ok i havent read the rest of the story but WTF??!?!?!? HOW FUCKED UP CAN OUR "SYSTEM" BECOME?!

gawd i cant wait til im a social worker. im gonna change shit.

proper update later....gotta get my ass to

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