hi rachel. guess who? :) i was going to reply to your email but i realized your email doesn't work and then i tried calling you to read you the email i wrote but then nobody answered
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i do remember the good times we had, Charlie. and I will miss you, but i know that i'll never try to love someone like you again. You complicate things. I see that your personality is inconsistant, and i think it would have been really cool to just be your friend. But you had to "have" me. you had to want me. Morbid? How? "she listens to goth music, and wears mostly black so she hates life." Do you ever listen to yourself? there isn't a single persons life I'd rather live, but my own. I'm glad i have opinions that i trust, and that I embrace my ability to be a human, even if i occasionally slip up. I'm not useless, and if i am it's because i'm too busy with high school at this point in my life to be able to focus on anything else. i can't help but feel like you were trying really hard to hurt me. I am human, after all. How will I learn by example only, if nothing has ever happened to me? What I'm trying to say is that experiencing things is important, even if it sucks at the time
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