This could be about the new year, but the things I want, I want at any time so I guess the New Year's thing doesn't really count. Usually I prefer "I would like" to "I want" but..oh well
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What would make me happy again and perhaps look forward to Christmas like I used to? I dunno, a miracle, something that restores my faith in others, a leap of faith maybe? I'm not saying I need to leap, I've jumped far enough already. I want someone else to put their faith in me for a change, and believe me. Or at least I need to be able to feel it
They want to take them away because I'm tired and rundown Fuck you I'll try spending as much bonus payment on private psych as I can, and if you think that's anything to do with bludging then I suggest you go put yourself under the duress I am under and just keep going because you have to (ie GET FUCKED as I certainly feel I am that way right now).